i've been wanting to post on my lj for so long even though i haven't.
i'm not sure why i've wanted to post or what makes it so attractive, but i want to remember all my old usernames and look into my past. that and i'm looking for my photobucket login... just the username.
right now i am laying in bed, it's 7:06am & i smell a scent of jasmine lotion. i want to eat the crescents i made last night. i also want to start my dream journal again. although not with last nights dream because it disturbs me. i'm not sure what platform to blog about my dreams on.
i don't think people blog anymore. i think they post selfies & tumble now.
woe is me.
it's cold out of the blankets. i should probably get up. maybe instead of starting a new journal ill use this for my dreams.
life seems so much more meaningful in words. i don't want to start my boring day, but i should. i should crawl out of these sheets & eat and maybe live a little. just maybe.